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Life is SIMPLE..
wake up with a smile that
comes from the heart
breathe a prayer to our Almighty God
Indulge in the soft, gentle warmth of the sun
eat your meal with delight in every bite
deal with people nicely and fairly
then end the day with a thankful prayer
close your eyes and sleep tightly
with smile on your lips
and dream happily
Life is like a box of chocolates
just what a quote from Forrest Gump says:
you'll never know what you'll get.
It is a package
of choices and decisions we have to make
of pain in happiness, of joy in sadness
of opportunities and chances
we either let pass or take
of struggles and barricades to success
of deceiving truths and convincing lies
of tales of hardships and survival
of untold secrets and unsolved mysteries
Life is plainly complex
simply complicated
Life is a puzzle and you
should learn how to solve its mysteries
Life is an abstract song
and you should learn to dance along with it.
The tears fall like rain
cascading down my cheeks
pouring with bottled-up feelings
of hidden pain
of unknown fears
of shattered dreams
of unfulfilled being
of gnawing emptiness
from within
I blink the stinging tears away
and wait for the oblivion to set in
ah.. here it comes.. the bliss
this blessed numbness from within.
..Deep within the recesses of my mind
where your memories dwell
,
poignantly raw
burdened yet unforgotten
Seeping in..
getting through the barricade ive made
bringing fresh pang of emotions
of PAIN
of BITTERNESS
of irrevocable love
that screams to be heard.
suppressed..
yet pulsating with
renewed drive
..of insane longing
it's CRAZY
it's STUPID
for i know i must forget you
put you
out of my mind
like a distant, forgotten past
i must let go of you
and your memories
of this love
that was never meant to be
even from the start.
You came into my world when my life is in the state of uncertainty
where nothing but pain, hatred and doubts prevail
pulsating, bothering, bewildering in my every vein.
You came during the time
when reality seems to deny the truth
and where dreams are the only things left
for a dreamer like me to grasp on.
You came just when i thought
i have nothing more to live for
just when i feel like a dust
flying weightlessly in the raging storm.
You are the gospel of reality
in this world of half truth and half lies
where truths are being dreaded
and lies are willingly embraced.
You came just in time
to save me from drowning
and end and wipe this tears
this frozen tears of waiting...
..i wrote a poem
it's for someone i love
a poem where my hidden feelings are written
was made only for his eyes.
But boy, how coward can i get
to let him read it, still i cant.
so the poem, for a long time,
was kept between my book's pages
waiting to be read by the guy
to whom it was meant.
I finally found the courage to let him know
the poem, to him, i just need to show
but where is the guy, he left!
to where, that , i didnt know
he left me uncertain
he left me in sorrow.
Time passed by still the poem was left unread
i was about to give up
the meager courage in me had long flee.
Then one day, he came back
and caught me offguard with his smile
but then i noticed he was holding her hand
and had a Look upon his face-- the Look of a guy inLove!
so now you know i wrote a poem
it's for someone i love
a poem where my hidden feelings are written
was made only for his eyes.
i have a poem
a poem for the guy i like
it was between my book's pages
and will forever be hidden from his eyes.
..i love the darkness
for it makes me able to hide
all the pain and fears
i am feeling inside
i love the rain
for it makes my tears left unnoticed
when they're running freely from my eyes.
I love the thunder
for it muffles my every cry
and makes me able to let go
all the bottled feelings i have inside
without anyone knowing the weakness i used to hide.
I love the fire's scorching heat
for it gives me the warmth that i badly need
to alleviate the coldness of this thing
that beats and keeps me breathing.
I love the night
so i could sleep for hours
as long as i want to
long enough to freed myself
from hurtful things that
haunt me even for just a while.
I love emptiness, i really long for that
so i could forget about everything
forget about the past.
I love this pen and this paper im writing at
for when im alone,
when nobody listens
and when nobody cares
..i could write down all the feelings i have inside
just like this confession
confession of a broken heart.
I am Living in a worLd of my own
where no one couLd cause me pain
for im afraid i might get bLown
and at the end,can't stand to be aLone.
But then you knocked and offered your Love
the Love that i struggLed hard to avoid
but it quite pLaced me up above
so i Let you be here in my worLd.
But the happiness i thought you'd give
just brought me pain and tears instead
you changed my world in a brief of time
you broke my heart that once all mine.
So as you tear and Leave my life
that now was filled with hatred and strife
would you take the key and shut the door?
so noone could ever be here to explore
And now Im back where i belong
the world i've made just for my own
i'd now engrave in my heart, in my soul
that i've once got hurt...
..when i tried not to be alone..
..I lie awake on my bed
staring intently at the vast darkness
engulfing the cold, gloomy night
I hear nothing but a muffled breathe of Life
see nothing but the darkness of the night
feel nothing but this emptiness etched inside my heart
Then something flickered so bright
and warmth embraced my weary soul
swept away the coldness
until not a trace was Left
It feels like putting all the
shattered pieces of Life
back in one-- intact.
It was my angel, i know
he came to shield me off
from thousands of hurtful things
i felt safe then, im guarded
shielded i know.
Indeed, he's a heaven-sent
destined to pull me out
from the sea of my obscurity
and bring me back to life, back to reality..
..In the midst of reality..
entombed with darkness,
coldness and emptiness
i'm here, lying still on my back
thinking of my angel-- my imaginary angel.
..Let me be the song that plays inside your heart
the star to brighten up your darkest night
Let me share the dreams that your heart sings
let me wash your soul from pain
Let me be the rainbow after the rain
let me be your strength, the wind beneath your wings
let me be the air that you breathe
let me touch your heart and soul
alleviate the coldness deep within
i want to be everything you want
every thing you need
..just let me be a part of you
a part of your EVERYTHING.
Burn little candle, burn
light up, share with me your warmth
from your flickering little golden flame
let the strength i needed came.
Burn little candle, burn
let a part of you melt
drop like these tears in my face
and let the heat of fire in you
take me from this life so blue
